One of the neat things about having reloaded the website, and then replacing what wasn't there, is going back to check links, pages, and so forth. Which I am
doing, and finding mistakes I hadn't caught before.
It also allows me to see where I've come from, and gives me clues as to where I am going. (That may be an article down the road a bit.)
But mostly, it allows me to see how I've grown as a woman. Things I wouldn't have dreamed of doing when I started actually writing things in 2001 are now a
common experience for me. For example, in 1999, going out for a drink in panties, a bra, and lipgloss was a big deal. Now, I go shopping with a bra that fits,
gel pushup pads (my “girls”), panties that fit, women's jeans, a blouse, medium makeup, my wig, and a purse and don't even blink. That's normal for me, as
it should be for one who lives most of her days as a woman.
In 1999 I couldn't imagine doing anything where I might get seen. Everything was in the dark. Now, I travel and get treated like a woman. Back then, share
my experiences? Are you kidding me? Somebody I know might read them!
Now I post them online for you to read, when I have time.
Oh, there's been issues. Many of them. I have said before and will say again, this is no bed of roses. But it's not all thorns, either. Life is good when you come
to terms with who you are.
Still, it's been interesting to have to go back and re-read everything. There's a lot of my life on this website, and a lot of my life left to live. That's a good feeling.
